shayad...

itne shor mein bhi sab soona sa lag raha hai aaj kal
dil ki awaz gum ho gayi hai shayad..
hazaro khwahisho se bhara rehta tha jo mann humesha
khalipan se dosti kar li hai usne shayad...

ankhon mein nami bhi nahi dikhti ab toh
ro kar thak gayi hain shayad
khuli rehke bhi jo sapne dekha karti thi
band hone ko tarasti hain wo shayad...

chehre ki muskaan halaat-e-bayan karti thi
dukhi rehne se sakht parhez tha shayad
gaalon mein jo bhanvar parha karte the
ansuon ke samandar mein kho gaye hain shayad...

zindagi se koi shikva na kiya tha maine aaj tak
uske fazal ka adab kiya ho shayad
par ab sadke mein bhi maut ki dua nikalti hai,,
jeene se mann uub gaya ho shayad...

I found ME .

My last few mornings have not been very pleasant . I woke up with a backache, swollen eyes and a cranky state of mind. I get out of bed unwillingly and taking few mins to get out of the lazy zero thoughts phase of early morning. All because my nights have stretched to long wondering silent ones, lost in conclusions and analysing the current situations and feelings.. despite of having a busy and hectic routine during the day, I spend most of the hours at night reading books and journals, or may be writing short stories just to keep myself away from thinking. Hence my sleep has lost its track from the usual early hours to the wee hours of night. I have no complaints, but the entire process is making me dull and lazy, and numb to an extent. The monotonous beat of daily chores, and a fixed schedule has made my life a little less exciting and entertaining. I have not inhaled fresh early morning air of relief and peace, i have not dreamt and smiled lately. The reasons are not much of a concern to me right now, because whatsoever may be, i still have to be strong and make each moment of my life worth living. Irrespective of the fact that how tensed or upset i may be.
So today, i put on my dancing shoes and decided to pursue my long lost passions and take a dip in the goodness of freedom . The freedom to move every inch of your body your way, freedom to dance to your favourite music according to your will.. DANCE is one soulful methods to vent out your worries and pains. The speed with which you move your feet and hands, can make you feel that you have an impeccable sense of balance. The more energy you put into dancing, the less burdened and chained you feel with life.
your face automatically starts expressing your inner tranquillity and relief. Your smile tells it to you that you’ve conquered the sadness inside you and you can do anything to survive in this world. The music, and every beat to which you move your mortal frame takes you far away from the madding crowd and leaves you alone in your own world of shameless love . you dance like no one’s watching, dance dance and dance... till the time you almost faint and your heart starts beating faster than usual. You lie down on the floor almost unconscious and starts breathing heavily, the heat that is released from your body makes you feel light, lighter than before. The sweat that drips from your forehead and goes down to your neck, that feel is the result of your effort. An effort made by you, to break the chains of a routine. To step out of the memories. To leave behind every thought that made you sad, and lazy and upset. That pain in your feet is unbearable, but  it doesn’t hurt as much as it hurt when you had a heart full of complaints and rejections.

I felt the same today, i danced my way out of the mess. I found my way of attaining peace . my body still aches, my brain is still tired, but tomorrow morning i won’t wake up cranky and half sleepy. I’ll wake up with a new confidence, less burden and a life full of things for myself only .
Good Night J

Waqt ....

Na jaane kyun ye waqt apni raftaar se chalta hai ?

Na rukta hai, na sochta hai, bas zindagi ko bhagaata hai

Aaj dil hai ye waqt yahin ruk jaaye..yahin tham jaaye thehar jaaye

Apni chaal chorh mere kehne se chal parhe..

Kabhi aage na barhe bas yahin zingadi basar kar jaaye…

Kyun ugta hai sooraj jab har sham ye dhalta hai…

Aur har lamha yahi savaal dil mein khalta hai..

Na jaane kyun ye waqt apni raftaar se chalta hai ?

Being Important

I wonder how some people become so important in our lives. Or is it that we make them important for us? We give them all the rights equal to us. We rely on them. Give them the liberty to scold us on our mistakes. Make them the reason for our smiles. And eventually they become the reason for our crying as well. Apart from all the good things that we get from them we even give them the ability to hurt us. Its like creating a monster out of an angel that we saw. Often we think that limitising ourselves would create barriers in our comfort levels. But we fail to analyse the pros and cons of the after effects of the so called ‘freedom’ given to our partners. Generally we get drifted towards the lovey-dovey nature of ours and get so sugar coated for others. And this is when they act like ants and eat us inside out. Being sugary is our weakness, and people feed on them. At times it gets really important to stick to your norms and notions. To stand by your self respect and put your mindset forward. Adjustment is an option, toleration is a crime, and co-operation is a blessing. Its never rude to let others know what u like and dislike, it’ll only make them more aware of you and hence co-ordinate with you smoothly. Relations succeed when the pace is equal, and they fail when there’s a fight to be ahead of each other. Friends and partners, have their own importance in life. But to keep yourself at the bottom of your list will not prove your love for them, but rather make them ignore you as well. Just like you do to yourself. Remember that every human has the right to freedom of ‘life’.

I ME MYSELF AND OTHERS

Wake up in the morning and the first thing I do is say myself ‘’I love you megha’’. Must be crazy for people who think these golden words are just meant for your loved ones. I love myself. And so does all of us, somewhere in the deepest corner of your heart, you have this selfish little devil that makes you think about yourself first. Don’t hide it, let it be free. Its not negative to be selfish. But its wrong to be a shelled fish. Whatever we do in life, from basic necessities to getting out in the world and facing it. We do it for our welfare.. for our needs..being selfless is humane. But not fruitful. Humanity comes with generosity. Be generous to your own self, only then you’ll do justice to the world. Pamper yourself. Nurture yourself. Be a mother to yourself. And bring yourself up. Talk to your own soul. Analyse your problems yourself. Consider what are you good at and make the most of it. You live..you die..your age increases every year.and finally its you who’ll put an end to all this. Its about your choices, your life. Smile and the world wont smile with you. They’ll ask you, quite a surprise, till yesterday you looked blue? ;) take pride in loving yourself. Its not being selfish its not mean. Its just about loving the right person in your life. And doing justice to this pure feeling! J

BE YOURSELF

…Hmm.. been a hiatus of 3 long years that I logged in my blog and tried writing something. Feels good to be back to my good ol’ listener friend. I met this blog during my days of struggle and loneliness.. the days when I spent lying down in solitude and getting tensed about my choice of career. This was the time when I became friends with words and they didn’t leave my side since then. J true that I didn’t write since I entered a different phase of life, that which had a lot of energy and brain sucking situations. Yet I made sure I stay in touch with my friend. .in touch with ‘’me’’.The most hideous crime that a person does, knowingly or unknowingly is to forget himself.. or rather lose itself to the worldly beliefs and trends. To hold yourself back to what you call your ‘’roots’’ is hard but its harder to get a hold of yourself as ‘’you’’.. as an individual.. as your own soul and mindset. Many a times we see the world changing around us. And hence we change accordingly. Our perceptions change. Taste the bitter and we miss the sweetness of life. Life is as we take it. As we lead it. We lead it with pride, and we are proud to live. We lead it as a duty, and it’s a burden for us. We live it as a dream, and it’s a fantasy for us. We live it by looking at others..then its nothing for us..its not our life anymore then. Change is good. But a change in your thoughts,your aspirations, YOUR dreams will lead you nowhere. But living your own life as someone else. Someone whom you just like. But not ‘’know’’ is not a life you chose to live, but rather made it for yourself.. Develop. Improve. Get inspired and NOT INFLUENCED.

prayer..

emotionless i stand,

feelingless i feel

facing the path ahead

i wait for my wounds to heal

for the courage that i have lost

and the strength that i need

i pray you my lord

i pray to thee

to bless your child

to bless me

with a life..

''love for me''

Kabhi maasumiyat dikhi,toh kabhi bachpana paya..

Aapki baaton mein maine khud ko paya..

Kabhi khamosh muskaan dikhi,kabhi ek tak nazar ko paya..

Aapki ankhon mein maine khud ko khoobsurat paya..

Kabhi daant suni,kabhi chehre pe gussa paya..

aapka pyar dikhane ka ye alag hi andaz paya..

Sab kuch mila apse..kabhi koi kami na mili,

jab se aap aaye zindagi mein..

maine tab se zindagi ko paya...

Woh aur Tum...

‘ Hum ’ ke do hisse..woh aur Tum.

Woh humesha saath saath..main saath rehkar bhi alag..

Woh ek hokar mazak urhane wale…main unka mazak ban ne wala.

Unke haath mein patang aur maanjha....mere haath mein firki..

Unke liye khuli hawa….mere liye ek khuli khirhki..

Unki sone ki thali,chandi ki katori…mere peetal ke bartan mein unki dal roti..

Unki kismat ka sitare buland…aur meri kismat hi khoti..

Unke dard pe aankhon ka bhar aana….meri khamoshi pe unhi aankhon ka band ho jana..

Unke sapne banenge haqeeqat..mere sapno ka na koi wajood na ehmiyat..

Unki azadi unka haqq tha….meri azadi pe mera hi haqq nahi tha..

Woh kabhi bhookhe na rahe….isliye meri bhookh ka kisi ko khabar na hona..

Unki khushi mein sabka khush hojana…mere gam ko sabka bhulana,mera akele mein rona aur rokar sambhal jana..

Woh aankhon ke tare,raj dulare….main dulara,pyara fir bhi nakara..

Woh garv aur samman…mata-pita ki aan baan shaan…

Main sharmindagi,kamchor,bure waqt ka maara..

Unki musibat mein ‘ main hu tumhare saath ’ ..meri pareshani mein ‘ rakho bhagwan ko yaad ’ Unki ek kharoch aur cheekhna chillana…aaj meri maut pe na koi maatam,na rona na manaana.. Ek duniya mein rehkar bhi hum alag hogaye..

Ek hokar bhi ‘ Hum ’ ,woh aur Tum mein badal gaye..

Maut..!

Sunsaan kala raasta..

Tezi se jaate hum
Band hoti aankhen
Aur shareer se pal pal nikalta dum..

Raaste ke aas paas kharhe log..
Sab jaane pehchaane..
Kisi waqt saath hua karte the
Ab parlok mein the unke thikaane..

dekhkar waapis murhna chaha
darr se main ghabraa gaya
khud ko rokne ki koshish ki
par iik roshni ki ore main khichtaa chala gaya..

zindagi ki dor ko haathon se choot te paya
sab sapno ko..mere apno ko maine bikharta paya
saanson ki larhi ko ek ek karke toot ta paya
mere apno ki pukaar ko mere kano se dheere dheere door hota paya

koi himmat,koi zor kaam nahi aata..
koi dua,koi ashirwaad kaam nahi aata..
antim samay mein insaan ka dharm kaam nahi aata

meri khudaayi ne jab mera raasta roka..
tab hosh aayi aur aansuon se bhara ikk manzar jo paya
rote hue log,shok aur tanhayi..
main hairaan,pareshaan..ankhen khuli,khud ko gumsum sa paya
zindagi ki dhoop chaon bhi manzoor hai ab..
bas door rahe mujhse ye MAUT ka kala saya..

Maine pyar ko dekha..

Mitti ke ghar pe apna aur mera naam likhna,
Khamosh muskurahat,aur
Baar baar mere naam pe apna haath ferna
Uski aankhon mein aaj maine ek sapna dekha!


Sardi mein thande farsh par mere nange paon dekhkar
Chillakar tokna,aur
Apne pairon par mujhe kharha lena
Uski aankhon mein aaj maine fikar ko dekha!

Tez hawaon mein mere urhte aanchal ko pakarhna
Halke haath se lapetna,aur
Mere haathon mein pakrha dena
Uski aankhon mein aaj maine izzat ko dekha!

Bheerh mein achanak mera haath pakarhna
Zor se jakarhna,aur
Thaamkar chalte rehna.
Uski aankhon mein aaj maine apne vishvas ko dekha!

Har choti choti baat mein
Har din,har pal
Khud ko kisi ke liye zaroori dekha
Maine insaan ko pehli baar kisi ke liye rote dekha
Hasaane ka zimma bhi uska tha.
Isliye khud ko bauhat der baad khulkar haste bhi dekha.
Garv dekha,samjhauta dekha,maasomiyat se bharaa bachpan dekha.
uski aankhon mein aaj maine apne liye,
asal mayine mein…
PYAR dekha..

Main..

Duniya ki bheerh mein chalne laga tha main.
Auron ke kadam se kadam milaye
Unhi ki chaal mein chalne laga tha main.
Apni samajhdari ko,mann ki shanti ko,
Ab ek alag hi roop de chuka tha main.

Pyar ko nafrat mein
Vishvas ko darr mein
Haunsle ko kayarta mein
Pal pal badal raha tha main.

Hamesha haste rehne ki soch mein
Har waqt doosron ki hasi cheen raha tha main.
Khud ko pane ki chah mein
Khud se hi,anjaan,bicharh raha tha main.

Mann mein koi pachtava nahi tha
Aur har shabd mein karhwahat ghol raha tha main.
Har nazar mein mere liye gussa tha

Par sirf ek nazar ki hamdardi dekh saka jab main.

Aayina dekhne se bhi katraane laga,
Khud ko sharmindagi mein doobone laga fir main.
Aaj akela iss baat ka ehsaas kar paa raha hu,
Ke zindagi ki mushkilo se larhne ke liye
Apne astitva ko khone laga tha main.

Zindagi..

Apne ghar ki chatt par
Roz aadhi raat mein aasman ko dekhna
Uss aadhe chaand ko ghanto tak nihaarna
Uske khaalipan mein uske soonepan ko dhoondna..
Aur taaron ki bheerh mein
Ek akeli ummeed ko paana!

Sarhak ke kinare par phoolon ki kyaari mein
Roz Aate jaate unhe khilte dekhna
Ek nanhi,adhkhili kali ko, unke beech alag hi paana
Usey apne larhapan ki ore barhta dekhna
Aur phoolon ke jhund mein kahi
Ek anjaane vishwas ka khojana!

Bachon ko har shaam bageeche mein
Khel khel mein khush hote dekhna..
Unke paas se hi ek nanhi jaan ko..
Sabji ka thaila liye guzarte dekhna
Aur khamosh nigahon ki uski taktaki mein
Ek masoom khwahish ka dabaa reh jana !

Har kadam pe kisi sapne ko toota hi paya
Har ummeed,har vishvas ko khota hi paya
Aur Inn sabko dekhne wala ‘main’
Apni zindagi ko bhi ek morh pe adhoora hi paya
Duniya ki bheerh mein, rishton ki zanjeer mein..
Pyar,dosti,kaam, duniyadaari…sab mein khud ko jakrhaa hi paya
Sunn dimag..band dhadkan….aur shareer ko zinda laash sa payaa!!!

khudkhushi..

Lambee saans lee aur ek kadam uthaya..
Chaku liya aur hatheli ko aage barhaya.
Kaat leta agar maa ko na dekhta..
Uski mamta ke liye khudkhushi ka khayal bhulaya..

Chalte chalte rel ki patri par ja kharha hua
Aankhen band ki aur baith gaya.
Na uthtaa agar janaaze mein rote logo ko na sunta
Apno ko ussi haal mein sochkar mera bhi dil ghabraya..

Laachar sa ek kone mein khud ko kos raha tha..
Jeevan ki musibaton se tang jab jee jhanjorh raha tha.
Ek chote bache ki kilkaari ne mann shaant kar diya
Bachpan ka dimag,aane wale palon se anjaan
Masoom si zindagi,fir bhi hai dil mein usey jeene ka armaan
Iss soch ne aur rulaya par ansuon ki vajah ko badal diya

Zehar bhi pee leta,faansi par khud ko charhaa leta..
Har baar agar dil ki soch ne na bachaya hota
Buzdil banke marne chala tha main
Himmat ne fir se jeena sikhaya
Marne ke kayi tareeke mil jayenge,par jeene ka sirf ek andaaz hai..
Isliye..
Maut ko chorh maine zindagi ko gale lagaya..

"Maa....Khaana ?"

Uss din der se jagaaya tha maa ne..
Taan ki parhne ke liye bhaag bhaag ke jaauu..
Der hogayi thi isliye bina kuch khaaye hi nikal gaya..
Ab yaad aata hai..maa ne roka bhi nahi tha..

Baste mein khaane ka dibba gayab.
Mote larhke ne liya ya mujhse gir gaya ?
Dhoondte dhoondte khaane ka samay bhi nikal gaya..
Ab yaad aata hai..maa ne dibba rakha hi nahi tha..

Jeb mein paise nahi rakhe maa ne..
Bhool gayi ya mujhse gum gaye ?
Sochta raha..aur jalebi wala chalaa gaya..
Ab yaad ataa hai..maa ne paise diye hi nahi the..

Ghar waapis aaya toh koi nahi tha..
Bachpan ki masoomiyat kaho ya anjaanapan ?
Bhook se tang jab kuch nahi mila, toh aansuon se pet bhar liya..
Ab yaad aata hai..ghar pe koi kyun nahi tha..

Maa chupti rahi aur mujhse chupaati rahi.
Uss kachi umar mein maine khud ko majboor payaa.
Chanchal dil ab gumsum tha..
Das saal ke mann ko maine bees ke dimag se samjhaya..

Maa raat ko rasoi mein kitni der tak kaam karti rahi.
Main jaanta tha wo chupa rahi hain..
Aur khaane ko kuch nahi hai..
Main so gaya..par shareer ki kamzori ko haraa na sakaa.
Bachpan ki uss bhookh ko chupaa na sakaa..
Khabar thi ke wo jawaab nahi de sakengi.
Shayad ro dengi aur mujhse nazaren mila na sakengi..
Sharminda nahi karna chahta tha main unhe..
Samajhta tha main unki takleef ko,ye batana tha unhe..
Par…Nahi rok paya main khud ko,aur gala bhar aaya
Na chahte hue bhi mere muh se ye nikal hi gaya….

“Maa…khaana ?”

Tanha-qaid-zindagi..

Achanak sannatte mein meri aankh khuli,
Apne hi andar baat karti ikk awaz suni.
Khwabon mein jo apni tarah ki duniya dekh raha tha main,
Haqeeqat mein wo kuch alag hi andaz se mili.

Khamosh aur akeli zindagi hu main..
Chalta hu,sota hu,akela hi hasta aur rota hua..INSAAN hu main..
Saade aath kadam..bas saade aath kadam ka safar hai mera.
Aage barhte hue ye saade aath kadam ruk kar peeche murh jaate hain..
Dua mein uthte haath, uupar dekhkar neeche jhuk jaate hain.
Sar par khula aakash nahi hai.
Aur paon ke neeche banjar zameen hai.
Haqeeqat mein subah ke ujaale ko bhool gaya hu,
Aur raat ke andhere se meri pakki dosti hai
Sar ki chatt se tapakta paani mere liye barsaat hai.
Aur wo chatt mera ikk seemit aasmaan hai.
Apni saanso se hi hawa ka abhas kartaa hu,
Aur aansuon se samundar ke khaarepan ko chakhta hu..
Hatheliyon ko malkar garmi ka ehsas hota hai,
Aur thande farash par letkar,sukoon mehsus karta hu..
Patjharh saawan basant ya bahaar..
Kab aaye kab gaye..kuch khabar nahi.
Kehte hain ek din mein chaubees ghante hote hain, mere liye toh har pal mein chaubees ghante bhi kuch zyada nahi…

Meri baayin taraf ki deewar mera ek aur saathi hai.
Mere jaisa hi dikhta hai,fark itna hai kuch toota sa hai..
Daahini deewar meri humraz hai..
Sunti rehti hai, kuch bolti nahi..
Mere samne ki deewar apne peeche mere khwab chipayi baithi hai,
Apne dil mein meri duniya ka wo dwar banaye baithi hai.
Mere peeche kharhi deewar mera sahara hai,
Uski peeth se peethe lagaye main ghanto baitha rehta hu..
Hasta hu,rota hu,chup rehta hu,baatein karta hu..
Apne aasmaan se girti ek ek boond ki baarish ko dekhta hu.
Ghutt rahi hai zindagi meri,aur akela hi mar mar ke jeeta hu.
Azaadi ki ummeed hai,
Isliye bahar ki duniya ko kisi tarah yaad karta hu.
Kaid parhi iss zindagi ko,
Chaar deewaron ki choti si duniya mein apni tarah zinda rakhta hu..

Yaad hai mujhe...

Bheega hua din tha wo..
Barsaaton ka mausam tha..
Saawan ki boondon ke saath saath,
Tumhaari nazaron ko bhi mehsus kar pa rahi thi main..
Sar se paaon tak bheege the tum,
Aur nazaakat se sharma rahi thi main..
Humaare pyaar ki shuruyaat thi wo,

Mujhe yaad hai, pehli mulakat thi wo…

Patjharh mein sookhe patton par chalnaa
Haath mein haath daale ghanton baatein karnaa..
Kabhi hasnaa, kabhi jhagarhna, kabhi chup ho jana..
Fir patton ki churmur awaaz sun na,
Aur usme gum hojanaa..
Mera tumse roothna,
Tumhara mujhe manana..
Sukhey mausam ki ikk pyaari saugaat thi wo,

Mujhe yaad hai, humari pehli takrar thi wo…

Basant mein phoolon ke saath,
Humare bhi sapne khil rahe the..
Titliyon ki tarah pankh lagaye, hum bhi khule aasman mein urh rahe the..
Garmiyon ki dhoop mein hum ikk doosre ki chah mein jal rahe the.
Apni duniya mein saath rehne ki kasam khayi thi wo..

Mujhe yaad hai, humaare do dilon ki pehli khwaish thi wo..

Saal ka akhri mausam..
Sardiyon ki kaali raat thi wo.
Mujhse nazar tak na mila paaye,
Aisi kya baat thi wo?
Na maine poocha, na tumse bataya gaya..
Tumhe rok na saki, aur jaane diya..
Jaise thandi hawa ne hoth jama diye ho mere..
Haath paer sun kar diye, hosh gava diye ho mere..

Ab toh yaad bhi nahi kitni baar ye mausam aakar gaye,
Par tum aaj bhi nahi aaye..
Sochti hu tumhe rok hi leti, har ik pal ka vaasta hi deti..

Aur kuch na sahi, par aaj bhi mujhe yaad hai wo..
Tumne kab mujhe zinda maara tha..
Chorhkar gaye the jo..

Aaj bhi nahi bhoolti, humaari akhri mulakaat thi wo…

Maine dekha nahi tha unhe.....

Maine dekha nahi tha unhe,
Sirf soch sakti thi…

Kaise wo mujhe apni god mein khilate,
Bahon mein jhulakar lori sunate
Mujhe sota dekh apni ankhen bhar lete,
Aur mere nanhe haathon ko chorh na paate…

Mere sapno ki urhaan mein wo bhi saath urhte,
Meri gurhiyon ko naam se bulaate..
Gir jaati toh mujhe pyar se uthakar,
Hawa mein bekaar haath ghumaate..
Doosron se zyada mere kareeb hote,
Aur meri nazar mein sabse alag hote..

Kyunki..Maine dekha nahi tha na unhe..
Sirf soch sakti thi…

Roz naye naye tohfe lekar aate,
Chupakar dhoondne ko kehte,aur pagal banaate..
Apni nadaaniyon se humen khushi milti aur
Hasi ke thahaako mein gum ho jaate,
Bas humaari ek apni duniya hoti,
Aur logo ki nazar mein na aate…

Mere har faisle mein meri himmat bante,
Galat hone pe mujhe daant te,aur roothne pe manaate..
Doston ki dosti bhi kam parhti,
Aise mujhe har mushkil mein samjhaate..
Ajeeb se laad se main unhe aur wo mujhe bulaate,
Unke gusse pe mujhe hasi aati,jahaan sab ek awaz se kaamp jaate..

Maine dekha nahi tha unhe,
Sirf soch sakti thi..

Mujhe parhaane ki, kuch banaane ki khwahish rakhte,
Mere haathon mein mehndi sajaane ka khwab dekhte..
Mujhse alag hone ka gam wo mehsus kar paate,
Unke ghar ki izzat hu, aur iss baat ka unhe garv hota..
Main unki beti hu, ye sabko pataa hai,
Kaash main unki pehchaan ban paati, aisa sapna mera bhi hota..

Uss rishtey ka anubhav nahi hai mujhe..
Bas kalpanaaon mein ik tasveer hai,
Saath nahi hain toh kya hua?
Mere aas paas toh hain..
Pita kya hai, kaun hai..main nahi jaanti,
Par mere pita kaun the, uss baat ka garv hai mujhe..
Ek bhi pal nahi bitaya unke saath, magar har pal ki kya ehmiyat hai,
Uska ehsaas toh hai..

Nahi dekha unhe toh koi gam nahi,

unhe apni soch mein zinda rakh sakti hu, is baat ka abhas toh hai…

Lakshya..

Maine chuni thi who raah
Jispe chalna aasan na tha…
Mujhe paani thi wo manzil
Jis tak pauhnchna mumkin na tha…
Khuli aankhon se dekha tha wo sapna
Jise sach karnaa ik chunauti thi…
Main akela tha iss safar mein
Aur apno ka bhi saath na tha…

Mushkilon ne roke the raaste
Par mujhme bhi hauslaa kam na tha..
Asal jeet ki khushi manaani thi
Isliye choti choti haar ka koi gam na tha..
Logon ne dekha, dekhkar hasey, mazaak urhayaa
Kisi ne himmat torhi, kisi ne apni tarah samjhaya..
Ruk jaao, matt barho aage…
Dimaag lagao
Zara socho tum..
Mar jaaoge, kho jaaoge..
Beech raaste mein ho jaaoge gum..

Bauhat suna, bauhat dekha..
Kisi ka bhi samarthan na tha..
Jo karte the mere jazbaaton ki kadar
Unke dil mein bhi koi apnapan na tha..

Drirhtaa thi mujhme, sankalp tha..
Sach, saahas, ummeed se bhara mann bhi tha..
Nahi tha, toh bas ek anubhav na tha..
Jhooth na tha, fareb na tha..
Jiski ghulam thi duniya, wo paisa na tha
Dhairya tha mujhme, aur kahi bhi insaaniyat ka naam na tha..

Ab toh junoon sa sir pe savaar tha
Bas aage barhna tha, aadhe raaste rukna na tha..
Vishvas tha “Uspe”, aur “Khudayi” ko mujhpe..
Ab khud ko aur usey niraash karna na tha..

Patharon pe chalna ab shauk tha mera
Zakhmi hone ka koi khauf na tha..
Girkar sambhalna, seekh liya tha maine.

Ab mere liye, Sooraj tha LAKSHYA, aur usey bhi paana mushkil na tha.....

Kaise bhulaoge?

Aaj tum mujhse door hojaoge..

Apni duniya nayi basaoge..

Fir kisi ajnabee ki bahon mein, apni zindagi lutaoge..

Main maanti hu..tum mujhse door hojaoge..

Apni duniya nayi basaoge..

Par ek baat poochti hu tumse..

kya mujhe dil se nikaal paaoge?

Din beetega meri yaadon mein..
Aur raat, mere khwabon mein bitaoge..

Jab bhi bhoolne ki koshish karoge,

Dar badar bevafayi ki thokar khaaoge..

Raaton ko neend na aane ki wajah kya hai?

Ye samajh na paaoge..

Bheerh mein bhi tanhayi mehsus karoge

Aur achanak soch mein gumsum hojaoge..

Fir bebasi mein aakar..

Band kamre mein, apni megha se jurhi har cheez ko jalaaoge..

Tasveer fenkne lagoge, aur ek aakhri baar muskurakar hothon se lagaoge..

Khushi tumhaare muh pe jhalkegi..

AUR ASHQ ANKHON SE BAHAOGE....