About Me

PLAYING WITH WORDS AS SOME MAY CALL IT...yes i do,play with words...just as a kid with colours,scribble his thoughts on a paper,yet colourful it is...its fun for him,and just a drawing for others...its meaningful to him,and creativity for others.. I might not be too good at it,but perfection is not what i write for..its satisfaction i seek..am unheard..and it makes me weak.. I AM A HUMAN..not perfect...no halo on my head,but still m harmless... I am a self respecting,determined and laughter lover....funny as my friends call me..am in true sense a "joker".. I can be imprudent,impulsive..and wild coz am not a tamed lioness.;)

Monday, August 6, 2007

Yaad hai mujhe...


Bheega hua din tha wo..
Barsaaton ka mausam tha..
Saawan ki boondon ke saath saath,
Tumhaari nazaron ko bhi mehsus kar pa rahi thi main..
Sar se paaon tak bheege the tum,
Aur nazaakat se sharma rahi thi main..
Humaare pyaar ki shuruyaat thi wo,

Mujhe yaad hai, pehli mulakat thi wo…

Patjharh mein sookhe patton par chalnaa
Haath mein haath daale ghanton baatein karnaa..
Kabhi hasnaa, kabhi jhagarhna, kabhi chup ho jana..
Fir patton ki churmur awaaz sun na,
Aur usme gum hojanaa..
Mera tumse roothna,
Tumhara mujhe manana..
Sukhey mausam ki ikk pyaari saugaat thi wo,

Mujhe yaad hai, humari pehli takrar thi wo…

Basant mein phoolon ke saath,
Humare bhi sapne khil rahe the..
Titliyon ki tarah pankh lagaye, hum bhi khule aasman mein urh rahe the..
Garmiyon ki dhoop mein hum ikk doosre ki chah mein jal rahe the.
Apni duniya mein saath rehne ki kasam khayi thi wo..

Mujhe yaad hai, humaare do dilon ki pehli khwaish thi wo..

Saal ka akhri mausam..
Sardiyon ki kaali raat thi wo.
Mujhse nazar tak na mila paaye,
Aisi kya baat thi wo?
Na maine poocha, na tumse bataya gaya..
Tumhe rok na saki, aur jaane diya..
Jaise thandi hawa ne hoth jama diye ho mere..
Haath paer sun kar diye, hosh gava diye ho mere..

Ab toh yaad bhi nahi kitni baar ye mausam aakar gaye,
Par tum aaj bhi nahi aaye..
Sochti hu tumhe rok hi leti, har ik pal ka vaasta hi deti..

Aur kuch na sahi, par aaj bhi mujhe yaad hai wo..
Tumne kab mujhe zinda maara tha..
Chorhkar gaye the jo..


Aaj bhi nahi bhoolti, humaari akhri mulakaat thi wo…

Friday, August 3, 2007

Maine dekha nahi tha unhe.....


Maine dekha nahi tha unhe,
Sirf soch sakti thi…

Kaise wo mujhe apni god mein khilate,
Bahon mein jhulakar lori sunate
Mujhe sota dekh apni ankhen bhar lete,
Aur mere nanhe haathon ko chorh na paate…

Mere sapno ki urhaan mein wo bhi saath urhte,
Meri gurhiyon ko naam se bulaate..
Gir jaati toh mujhe pyar se uthakar,
Hawa mein bekaar haath ghumaate..
Doosron se zyada mere kareeb hote,
Aur meri nazar mein sabse alag hote..

Kyunki..Maine dekha nahi tha na unhe..
Sirf soch sakti thi…

Roz naye naye tohfe lekar aate,
Chupakar dhoondne ko kehte,aur pagal banaate..
Apni nadaaniyon se humen khushi milti aur
Hasi ke thahaako mein gum ho jaate,
Bas humaari ek apni duniya hoti,
Aur logo ki nazar mein na aate…

Mere har faisle mein meri himmat bante,
Galat hone pe mujhe daant te,aur roothne pe manaate..
Doston ki dosti bhi kam parhti,
Aise mujhe har mushkil mein samjhaate..
Ajeeb se laad se main unhe aur wo mujhe bulaate,
Unke gusse pe mujhe hasi aati,jahaan sab ek awaz se kaamp jaate..


Maine dekha nahi tha unhe,
Sirf soch sakti thi..

Mujhe parhaane ki, kuch banaane ki khwahish rakhte,
Mere haathon mein mehndi sajaane ka khwab dekhte..
Mujhse alag hone ka gam wo mehsus kar paate,
Unke ghar ki izzat hu, aur iss baat ka unhe garv hota..
Main unki beti hu, ye sabko pataa hai,
Kaash main unki pehchaan ban paati, aisa sapna mera bhi hota..

Uss rishtey ka anubhav nahi hai mujhe..
Bas kalpanaaon mein ik tasveer hai,
Saath nahi hain toh kya hua?
Mere aas paas toh hain..
Pita kya hai, kaun hai..main nahi jaanti,
Par mere pita kaun the, uss baat ka garv hai mujhe..
Ek bhi pal nahi bitaya unke saath, magar har pal ki kya ehmiyat hai,
Uska ehsaas toh hai..

Nahi dekha unhe toh koi gam nahi,

unhe apni soch mein zinda rakh sakti hu, is baat ka abhas toh hai…