About Me

PLAYING WITH WORDS AS SOME MAY CALL IT...yes i do,play with words...just as a kid with colours,scribble his thoughts on a paper,yet colourful it is...its fun for him,and just a drawing for others...its meaningful to him,and creativity for others.. I might not be too good at it,but perfection is not what i write for..its satisfaction i seek..am unheard..and it makes me weak.. I AM A HUMAN..not perfect...no halo on my head,but still m harmless... I am a self respecting,determined and laughter lover....funny as my friends call me..am in true sense a "joker".. I can be imprudent,impulsive..and wild coz am not a tamed lioness.;)

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Lakshya..


Maine chuni thi who raah
Jispe chalna aasan na tha…
Mujhe paani thi wo manzil
Jis tak pauhnchna mumkin na tha…
Khuli aankhon se dekha tha wo sapna
Jise sach karnaa ik chunauti thi…
Main akela tha iss safar mein
Aur apno ka bhi saath na tha…

Mushkilon ne roke the raaste
Par mujhme bhi hauslaa kam na tha..
Asal jeet ki khushi manaani thi
Isliye choti choti haar ka koi gam na tha..
Logon ne dekha, dekhkar hasey, mazaak urhayaa
Kisi ne himmat torhi, kisi ne apni tarah samjhaya..
Ruk jaao, matt barho aage…
Dimaag lagao
Zara socho tum..
Mar jaaoge, kho jaaoge..
Beech raaste mein ho jaaoge gum..

Bauhat suna, bauhat dekha..
Kisi ka bhi samarthan na tha..
Jo karte the mere jazbaaton ki kadar
Unke dil mein bhi koi apnapan na tha..

Drirhtaa thi mujhme, sankalp tha..
Sach, saahas, ummeed se bhara mann bhi tha..
Nahi tha, toh bas ek anubhav na tha..
Jhooth na tha, fareb na tha..
Jiski ghulam thi duniya, wo paisa na tha
Dhairya tha mujhme, aur kahi bhi insaaniyat ka naam na tha..

Ab toh junoon sa sir pe savaar tha
Bas aage barhna tha, aadhe raaste rukna na tha..
Vishvas tha “Uspe”, aur “Khudayi” ko mujhpe..
Ab khud ko aur usey niraash karna na tha..

Patharon pe chalna ab shauk tha mera
Zakhmi hone ka koi khauf na tha..
Girkar sambhalna, seekh liya tha maine.
Ab mere liye, Sooraj tha LAKSHYA, aur usey bhi paana mushkil na tha.....

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Kaise bhulaoge?




Aaj tum mujhse door hojaoge..
Apni duniya nayi basaoge..
Fir kisi ajnabee ki bahon mein, apni zindagi lutaoge..

Main maanti hu..tum mujhse door hojaoge..
Apni duniya nayi basaoge..
Par ek baat poochti hu tumse..
kya mujhe dil se nikaal paaoge?


Din beetega meri yaadon mein..
Aur raat, mere khwabon mein bitaoge..

Jab bhi bhoolne ki koshish karoge,
Dar badar bevafayi ki thokar khaaoge..



Raaton ko neend na aane ki wajah kya hai?
Ye samajh na paaoge..
Bheerh mein bhi tanhayi mehsus karoge
Aur achanak soch mein gumsum hojaoge..

Fir bebasi mein aakar..
Band kamre mein, apni megha se jurhi har cheez ko jalaaoge..
Tasveer fenkne lagoge, aur ek aakhri baar muskurakar hothon se lagaoge..

Khushi tumhaare muh pe jhalkegi..
AUR ASHQ ANKHON SE BAHAOGE....


Thursday, July 19, 2007

Uska sapna...


Uska sapna.. meri bhi ankhon mein bas gaya..
Ik khwab sanjoya usne, aur wo meri bhi khwahish ban gaya..
Har baat mein usne naam liya, aur mere dimag mein sapne ka chehra ban gaya.
Ik pita ki tarah wo bhavishya ki chinta mein tha, aur mere mann mein mamta ka aangan bantaa gaya..
Wo iss baat se anjaan tha, aur maine jaankar bhi uss sapne ko apne andar dhaaran kiya..
Sapna nahi tha, ab ikk zindagi thi wo..mere andar,saans leti,band aankhon mein basti khushi thi wo..
Uske barhe hone ka intezaar tha..

use bhi aur mujhe bhi…

Pyar tha uske astitva se,
use bhi aur mujhe bhi..

Usey saath rakhne ki iccha thi,

uski bhi aur meri bhi..

Fark sirf itna tha...


khud ke saath ka kuch pata nahi tha...
usey bhi aur mujhe bhi..

Apne beech ki dooriyon ka ehsaas tha..
usey bhi aur mujhe bhi..


Fir bhi....


Uska sapna meri aankhon mein bas gaya
Ik khwab sanjoya usne, aur wo meri bhi khwaish ban gaya
...

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

AURAT...


Sammaan se jurhi sita hu main
pyar mein magn radha bhi hu
shakti hai mujhme, durga hu main..
dhan aur gyan ki devi bhi hu...


Albeli aur mastani, meera hu main..
saundarya se bhari apsara bhi hu..
bhakti mein leen,jogan hai mujhme..
kalpanao mein urhti paree bhi hu..


Dadi sa laad dulaar hai mujhme
Komal aur mamatva,ikk maa bhi hu..
Manchali shararti behan hu main
Pita ki izzat hu,beti bhi hu..


Akankshaye hain mann mein,ikk choti bachchi hai mujhme
Ziddi aur chirhchirha larhrhpan bhi hu..
Aasra deti saheli ban jaauu
Jeevan mein saath deti patni bhi hu..


Prerna ka strota hu, aadarsh hu main
kaamyabi pata saahas bhi hu..
Chaand tak jaane ki kshamta hai mujhme
Kisi ke mann ka vishvas bhi hu..


Apmaanit hui,uutha li gayi
aaropit bhi kiya, sati kara di gayi..
sadiyon se kamzor samjha.
aur samaaj dwara bali charha di gayi..


Pehle marti thi
Ab larhti hu..
Pehle roti thi
Ab hasti hu..


Zindagi hai meri
Wajood hai mera..
Bhagwan dwara sirjit main bhi hu..


Na abhimaan main karu, na tum karo..
Agar aadmi ho tum..

TOH AURAT MAIN BHI HU.....

Kaash..




Hum rote hain, hum haste hain..
kabhi khone ka gam, toh kabhi paakar jaise faste hain..
chote bache ki tarah tak taki lagaye..
hum bhi,aah bharke,auron ki cheezon ko takte hain..
Shayad tabhi woh na milne par,ikk KAASH zuban par rakhte hain..

Hum larhte hain, jhagarhte hain..
roz apne sapno ko sach karne ka dam bharte hain..
aasmani chand ko paane ki khwahish hai..
taaron ko torhne ki zidd hai..
Par uuncha urhne se bhi darte hain..

Tabhi shayad, bhari aankhon se upar dekhkar,ikk KAASH zuban par rakhte hain..

Ummeed ki zindagi jeete hue,hum roz ghutkar marte hain..
sab kuch pakar bhi,khaali pan mein taraste hain..
Mann ki shaanti se zyada, ichhaon ke badal baraste hain..
Shayad tabhi iss mann ko behlaane ke liye,ikk KAASH zuban par rakhte hain...

Kismat..


Aaj baithe baithe apni hatheli ki lakeeron ko dekha..
Soch raha tha kaisi hoti hai ye "Kismat ki rekha".?

Koi seedhi thi,koi tedhi lagi.
Koi beech rah mein tooti lagi..

Pyar, Parivar, Sukh, Shanti, Maya..
Aur kis lakeer pe baitha hai "Maut ka kala saya"?

Apni naadani pe zor se hass diye..
Mutthi band ki, aur manzil ki ore chal diye....

Baarish ki ek boond..


Jaati hui barsaat ek saugaat de gayi..

apni saenkrhon boondon mein se ek mujhe de gayi..

Hatheli pe rakh chorhu, ya kisi pattey ki pyaas bujhaauu..?
Ungliyon se apni failaakar, apne chehre ko iska ehsaas dilauu..?

Ya basaaluu apni ankhon mein hamesha ke liye..
Taaki yaad aane par, isey fir dekh paau...?

Saath


Jab uske aage nikal jaane ka darr na ho..


Aur uske peeche choot jaane ka gam na ho..


Tab aankhen band karke mehsoos karna..


Agar uski sanson ki awaz aaye...


Toh samjho woh saath hai...

Haunslaa..


Bekhabar chal parhe ho jis raah pe tum

Bich jaauungi uss rah pe, woh rah kam na hogi


Ummeed ki kiran hu, roshni hu main

Tumhare sankalp ki mashaal hu main...


Jal jaauungi mushkilo ki aag mein..

Par hausle ki lau kam na hogi....

Khwahish..


Bach pan mein suni thi ek kahaani..
Urhte ghorhon pe savaar,pariyon ki raani.
Suraj ki pehli kiran se roshan hota chandi ka shehar..
Jahaan khushiyon ki barsaat hoti hai,har din har pehar..

Sunte sunte humara sapno mein kho jaana
Aur sote hue neend mein burhburhaana

Shayad baadlon k par ek jahaan aur bhi hai…

Roz subah uthna,aur khirhki se jhaankna..
Nanhe haathon se aankhon ko malnaa,aur masoomiyat se man mein ye sochna

Inn baadlon k paar ek jahaan aur bhi hai..

Rang birangi patang pe paigaam likhkar usey uuncha…..khoob uuncha uurhaana..
Aur tak taki lagaaye dekhte rehnaa…
Doston ka haske poochna,aur unhe garv se ye bataana..

Inn,baadlon k paar ek jahaan aur bhi hai..

Din beetey..mahine saal beet gaye..
Mausam aaye aakar chale gaye..
Ek bhi paigaam ka jawaab nahi ayaa..
Urhte ghorhon ka bhi salaam nahi aaya..

Bachpan ki kalpanaa,larhrhpann ki zidd ban gayi hai..
Iss manchale mann ki ek khwahish ban gayi hai..
Ummeed k pankh lagaauu,aur urh kar dekh aauu..

Hai yakin..k baadlon k paar ek mukkamall jahaan aur bhi hai

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Do Pal...






Do pal gam hai, do pal khushi hai
Kabhi rona hai, kabhi hasi hai
Kabhi khoya hai, toh kabhi paya bhi hai
Kisi pal dhoop, kisi pal chaya bhi hai
Kabhi haar hai, toh kabhi jeet bhi hai
Har pal shor nahi, kisi pal sunta sangeet bhi hai
Do pal koi bicharhta hai, do pal woh milta bhi hai
Murjhaya hua phool, do pal khilta bhi hai…
Har paher andhera nahi, kisi pal ujala bhi hai..

Do pal dukh hai, do pal sukh bhi hai….

Jeelo inn palon ko,jeene mein kya hai?

Kismat pe bharosa na ho,ummeed ki kiran toh hai

Maut toh aani hai ek din, Do pal zindagi toh hai…………

Raat k akelepan mein, tumhe meri yaad aati hai..
Tumhe tanhayi mein marta dekh,meri bhi jaan jaati hai..
Tumhaare gam ki aag mein,mera bhi badan jaltaa hai..
Aur uss lau se andhera tumhara,roshni mein badaltaa hai..

Tumhaare aansu dekh kar, khud bhi roh leti hu..
Unki ehmiyat reh jaaye,isliye apne jamaa leti hu..
Tum akele na raho,toh saath tumhara deti hu..
Mar mar k zinda rehti hu,aur zindagi tumhe deti hu…

Pal pal pighalti hu…pal pal jalti hu..
Tumhe darr na lage isliye pal pal main khud se darti hu….
Kya pataa kab marr jaau,khatam ho jaauu..?
Paani k cheeton se,ya hawaa k ek jhoke se bhujaa di jaauu..?

Jo bhi ho jaise bhi ho..maut aani hi hai agar..
Toh khudaa kare teri sanson ki chuyan se main fanaa ho jaau…