I ME MYSELF AND OTHERS

Wake up in the morning and the first thing I do is say myself ‘’I love you megha’’. Must be crazy for people who think these golden words are just meant for your loved ones. I love myself. And so does all of us, somewhere in the deepest corner of your heart, you have this selfish little devil that makes you think about yourself first. Don’t hide it, let it be free. Its not negative to be selfish. But its wrong to be a shelled fish. Whatever we do in life, from basic necessities to getting out in the world and facing it. We do it for our welfare.. for our needs..being selfless is humane. But not fruitful. Humanity comes with generosity. Be generous to your own self, only then you’ll do justice to the world. Pamper yourself. Nurture yourself. Be a mother to yourself. And bring yourself up. Talk to your own soul. Analyse your problems yourself. Consider what are you good at and make the most of it. You live..you die..your age increases every year.and finally its you who’ll put an end to all this. Its about your choices, your life. Smile and the world wont smile with you. They’ll ask you, quite a surprise, till yesterday you looked blue? ;) take pride in loving yourself. Its not being selfish its not mean. Its just about loving the right person in your life. And doing justice to this pure feeling! J

BE YOURSELF

…Hmm.. been a hiatus of 3 long years that I logged in my blog and tried writing something. Feels good to be back to my good ol’ listener friend. I met this blog during my days of struggle and loneliness.. the days when I spent lying down in solitude and getting tensed about my choice of career. This was the time when I became friends with words and they didn’t leave my side since then. J true that I didn’t write since I entered a different phase of life, that which had a lot of energy and brain sucking situations. Yet I made sure I stay in touch with my friend. .in touch with ‘’me’’.The most hideous crime that a person does, knowingly or unknowingly is to forget himself.. or rather lose itself to the worldly beliefs and trends. To hold yourself back to what you call your ‘’roots’’ is hard but its harder to get a hold of yourself as ‘’you’’.. as an individual.. as your own soul and mindset. Many a times we see the world changing around us. And hence we change accordingly. Our perceptions change. Taste the bitter and we miss the sweetness of life. Life is as we take it. As we lead it. We lead it with pride, and we are proud to live. We lead it as a duty, and it’s a burden for us. We live it as a dream, and it’s a fantasy for us. We live it by looking at others..then its nothing for us..its not our life anymore then. Change is good. But a change in your thoughts,your aspirations, YOUR dreams will lead you nowhere. But living your own life as someone else. Someone whom you just like. But not ‘’know’’ is not a life you chose to live, but rather made it for yourself.. Develop. Improve. Get inspired and NOT INFLUENCED.

prayer..

emotionless i stand,

feelingless i feel

facing the path ahead

i wait for my wounds to heal

for the courage that i have lost

and the strength that i need

i pray you my lord

i pray to thee

to bless your child

to bless me

with a life..

''love for me''

Kabhi maasumiyat dikhi,toh kabhi bachpana paya..

Aapki baaton mein maine khud ko paya..

Kabhi khamosh muskaan dikhi,kabhi ek tak nazar ko paya..

Aapki ankhon mein maine khud ko khoobsurat paya..

Kabhi daant suni,kabhi chehre pe gussa paya..

aapka pyar dikhane ka ye alag hi andaz paya..

Sab kuch mila apse..kabhi koi kami na mili,

jab se aap aaye zindagi mein..

maine tab se zindagi ko paya...

Woh aur Tum...

‘ Hum ’ ke do hisse..woh aur Tum.

Woh humesha saath saath..main saath rehkar bhi alag..

Woh ek hokar mazak urhane wale…main unka mazak ban ne wala.

Unke haath mein patang aur maanjha....mere haath mein firki..

Unke liye khuli hawa….mere liye ek khuli khirhki..

Unki sone ki thali,chandi ki katori…mere peetal ke bartan mein unki dal roti..

Unki kismat ka sitare buland…aur meri kismat hi khoti..

Unke dard pe aankhon ka bhar aana….meri khamoshi pe unhi aankhon ka band ho jana..

Unke sapne banenge haqeeqat..mere sapno ka na koi wajood na ehmiyat..

Unki azadi unka haqq tha….meri azadi pe mera hi haqq nahi tha..

Woh kabhi bhookhe na rahe….isliye meri bhookh ka kisi ko khabar na hona..

Unki khushi mein sabka khush hojana…mere gam ko sabka bhulana,mera akele mein rona aur rokar sambhal jana..

Woh aankhon ke tare,raj dulare….main dulara,pyara fir bhi nakara..

Woh garv aur samman…mata-pita ki aan baan shaan…

Main sharmindagi,kamchor,bure waqt ka maara..

Unki musibat mein ‘ main hu tumhare saath ’ ..meri pareshani mein ‘ rakho bhagwan ko yaad ’ Unki ek kharoch aur cheekhna chillana…aaj meri maut pe na koi maatam,na rona na manaana.. Ek duniya mein rehkar bhi hum alag hogaye..

Ek hokar bhi ‘ Hum ’ ,woh aur Tum mein badal gaye..

Maut..!

Sunsaan kala raasta..

Tezi se jaate hum
Band hoti aankhen
Aur shareer se pal pal nikalta dum..

Raaste ke aas paas kharhe log..
Sab jaane pehchaane..
Kisi waqt saath hua karte the
Ab parlok mein the unke thikaane..

dekhkar waapis murhna chaha
darr se main ghabraa gaya
khud ko rokne ki koshish ki
par iik roshni ki ore main khichtaa chala gaya..

zindagi ki dor ko haathon se choot te paya
sab sapno ko..mere apno ko maine bikharta paya
saanson ki larhi ko ek ek karke toot ta paya
mere apno ki pukaar ko mere kano se dheere dheere door hota paya

koi himmat,koi zor kaam nahi aata..
koi dua,koi ashirwaad kaam nahi aata..
antim samay mein insaan ka dharm kaam nahi aata

meri khudaayi ne jab mera raasta roka..
tab hosh aayi aur aansuon se bhara ikk manzar jo paya
rote hue log,shok aur tanhayi..
main hairaan,pareshaan..ankhen khuli,khud ko gumsum sa paya
zindagi ki dhoop chaon bhi manzoor hai ab..
bas door rahe mujhse ye MAUT ka kala saya..

Maine pyar ko dekha..

Mitti ke ghar pe apna aur mera naam likhna,
Khamosh muskurahat,aur
Baar baar mere naam pe apna haath ferna
Uski aankhon mein aaj maine ek sapna dekha!


Sardi mein thande farsh par mere nange paon dekhkar
Chillakar tokna,aur
Apne pairon par mujhe kharha lena
Uski aankhon mein aaj maine fikar ko dekha!

Tez hawaon mein mere urhte aanchal ko pakarhna
Halke haath se lapetna,aur
Mere haathon mein pakrha dena
Uski aankhon mein aaj maine izzat ko dekha!

Bheerh mein achanak mera haath pakarhna
Zor se jakarhna,aur
Thaamkar chalte rehna.
Uski aankhon mein aaj maine apne vishvas ko dekha!

Har choti choti baat mein
Har din,har pal
Khud ko kisi ke liye zaroori dekha
Maine insaan ko pehli baar kisi ke liye rote dekha
Hasaane ka zimma bhi uska tha.
Isliye khud ko bauhat der baad khulkar haste bhi dekha.
Garv dekha,samjhauta dekha,maasomiyat se bharaa bachpan dekha.
uski aankhon mein aaj maine apne liye,
asal mayine mein…
PYAR dekha..